pray for your boy hanging out in an ambiguous state re: job offer, truly schizogenic way to live
Wednesday, November 29, 2023
Sunday, November 26, 2023
Nathan Bowles PLAINLY MISTAKEN (2018)
a quarry, largely abandoned, plateaued and graded, cranes rusting on the shore of a lake that may be dug deeper, or may be stocked with fish in secret, fish not for men but for the birds of prey, or other creatures to come
Saturday, November 25, 2023
Nathan Bowles WHOLE & CLOVEN (2016)
“Learn the true topography: the monstrous and wonderful archetypes are not inside you, not inside your consciousness; you are inside them, trapped and howling to get out.” – R.A. Lafferty, The Devil Is Dead (1971)
Friday, November 24, 2023
Nathan Bowles A BOTTLE, A BUCKEYE (2012)
I've been thinking about my compulsive book-buying, and I think it is a collector's urge I've always had, but maybe moreso it is a promise to myself that I'll have time to read, it's some blind swing on a 3-2 count that hours will be made and provided, hours beneath trees, beside rivers
Thursday, November 23, 2023
Nathan Bowles NANSEMOND (2014)
It does not seem to me … that we understand the laws governing the return of the past, but I feel more and more as if time did not exist at all, only various spaces interlocking according to the rules of a higher form of stereometry, between which the living and the dead can move back and forth as they like … – W.G. Sebald, from Austerlitz (2001)
Saturday, November 18, 2023
Friday, November 10, 2023
Eluvium (WHIRRING MARVELS IN) CONSENSUS REALITY (2023)
sometimes I wonder if I've been alienating people in my sleep, because I don't remember doing it while awake
Thursday, November 09, 2023
Sunday, November 05, 2023
Saturday, November 04, 2023
Sunday, June 25, 2023
Tim Hecker NO HIGHS (2023)
wish my other granddad lived long enough to teach me to hunt
The Assassination of Julius Caesar: A People's History of Ancient Rome by Michael ParentiMy rating: 5 of 5 stars
Invaluable crash course in Late Republic Rome for the layman. Read it mostly on the beach, so when discouraged at how little has changed in politics and class struggle, I could at least stare at something calming and beautiful. The plutocratic playbook is essentially unchanged for millennia, wild!
Saturday, June 24, 2023
Saturday, June 17, 2023
Midwife & Viva Melinkolya ORBWEAVING (2023)
I wish my granddad had lived long enough to teach me to sail
Killers of the Flower Moon: The Osage Murders and the Birth of the FBI by David GrannMy rating: 5 of 5 stars
apparently sometimes conspiracies are real??
Monday, May 08, 2023
The Hold Steady THE PRICE OF PROGRESS (2023)
Craig Finn is a king among men, if I could join one band and play my saxophone like I had a month to live, it would be the Hold Steady, we'd turn the Springsteen knob up to 11
The Big Lebowski by J.M. TyreeMy rating: 5 of 5 stars
essential for anyone who loves this film or is a fan of the Coen brothers. two of the giants of modern art, deserving of deep inquiry and exegesis. I'm pairing this with Tyree's excellent book on Pynchon's Inherent Vice, The Counterforce.
Tuesday, April 25, 2023
Sunday, April 09, 2023
22 Favorite Films of 2022
2 of the 3 local theaters are shuttered, rough scenes for your boy
here goes:
1. Babylon (dir. Damien Chazelle)
2. The Banshees of Inisherin (dir. Martin McDonagh)
3. Everything Everywhere All at Once (dir. Dan Kwan and Daniel Scheinert)
4. Tár (dir. Todd Field)
5. The Batman (dir. Matt Reeves)
6. Nope (dir. Jordan Peele)
7. Stars at Noon (dir. Claire Denis)
8. The Menu (dir. Mark Mylod)
9. Norm Macdonald: Nothing Special (dir. Norm Macdonald, Jeff Tomsic)
10. Decision to Leave (dir. Park Chan-wook)
11. The Northman (dir. Robert Eggers)
12. RRR (dir. S.S. Rajamouli)
13. Vengeance (dir. B.J. Novak)
14. White Noise (dir. Noah Baumbach)
15. Corsage (dir. Marie Kreutzer)
16. Confess, Fletch (dir. Greg Mottola)
17. Triangle of Sadness (dir. Ruben Östlund)
18. Emily the Criminal (dir. John Patton Ford)
19. Amsterdam (dir. David O. Russell)
20. Spin Me Round (dir. Jeff Baena)
21. Weird: The Al Yankovic Story (dir. Eric Appel)
22. Barbarian (dir. Zach Cregger)
honorable mention:
Cha Cha Real Smooth (dir. Cooper Raiff)
Crimes of the Future (dir. David Cronenberg)
All Quiet on the Western Front (dir. Edward Berger)
Men (dir. Alex Garland)
Ambulance (dir. Michael Bay)
pas pour moi:
Top Gun: Maverick (dir. Joseph Kosinski)
Doctor Strange in the Multiverse of Madness (dir. Sam Raimi)
MK Ultra (dir. Joseph Sorrentino)
See How They Run (dir. Tom George)
Death on the Nile (dir. Kenneth Branagh)
in progress:
Marcel the Shell with Shoes On (dir. Dean Fleischer Camp)
Glass Onion: A Knives Out Mystery (dir. Rian Johnson)
next up:
The Civil Dead (dir. Clay Tatum)
Funny Pages (dir. Owen Cline)
Saturday, April 08, 2023
Benoît Pioulard EIDETIC (2023)
20 years ago we went to war in Iraq on nothing more than greed, bloodlust, and ignorance. 20 years in Afghanistan and we had crocodile tears from the Acela corridor when we pulled out. sure seems like now we're feeding a lot more kids into the meat grinder and cheering them on, hiding behind a flag that isn't ours. for fucking shame.
Friday, April 07, 2023
Jeffrey Fayman & Robert Fripp A TEMPLE IN THE CLOUDS (2000)
canopy ecology: lianas, epiphytes & arboreal animals: ascending to the astral plane with spikes & spurs
Thursday, April 06, 2023
Boygenius THE RECORD (2023)
back in the AIM heyday, when being cryptically emo was quite an art, I quoted the great Jason Collett song "We All Lose One Another" ...along the way and somebody messaged me to tell me how depressing it was, and then a few years later, when we coulda hung in the Bay, free ticket to Neutral Milk Hotel, etc. that person ghosted like none other. fucking A man. stay gold ponyboy
Wednesday, April 05, 2023
Sunday, March 19, 2023
Saturday, March 18, 2023
Red Red Meat RED RED MEAT Deluxe Reissue (2015)
crossing fingers that we see the grey whale migration again this spring, and that the harbor seals successfully deliver their pups. lots lost last year due to aggravation from local construction. they're delicate creatures! they like quiet! who can relate?!
Lucky at Cards by Sheldon LordMy rating: 3 of 5 stars
breezy little beach read, by famed crime writer Lawrence Block. not sure why GoodReads went with the re-published title but stuck with the original pseudonym.
Friday, March 17, 2023
Red Red Meat BUNNY GETS PAID Deluxe Reissue (2015)
if you don't know Red Red Meat, you might let "weird folk" slide, you might let a whole generation of Jared-Leto-ass date rapists pretend to be so quirked up and intriguing. sometimes wonder if some want to be hypnotized by longhaired fauxmystics, like it is some ancestral rite of passage on the way to disillusionment, suburban aspirations, predestined defeat. being a hater is fine if you have the real deal alternative. Chomsky sucks, here's Parenti.
Thursday, March 16, 2023
Loftus LOFTUS (1996)
jelly beans in a bernie mug, they want you beaten down so don't be. can't be.
we've lost power for at least 2 weeks worth of hours in the last few months, my candle and used book supply coming in ever so clutch.
Actual Air by David BermanMy rating: 5 of 5 stars
my man had a whaleheart
"The Charm of 5:30" is probably my favorite, with "Self-Portrait at 28" in place and "New York, New York" in show. "The Double Bell of Heat" and "The Homeowner's Prayer" are also terrific.
remember: "all water is classic water"
Wednesday, March 15, 2023
Red Red Meat JIMMYWINE MAJESTIC Deluxe Reissue (2015)
truly Red Red Meat/Califone/Sin Ropas/Loftus made the most earthy yet sublime music of 1990-2010 and must be remembered, celebrated and shared
Distant Star by Roberto BolañoMy rating: 5 of 5 stars
an extrapolation and re-telling of the most fascinating portion of Nazi Literature in the Americas, the spiritual enemies of the visceral realists, the barbaric writers have their ultimate acolyte in Carlos Wieder, who take advantage of the chaos and violence of the Pinochet coup to practice his horrific art. can two tired poets and an old private investigator track down a second generation fascist on the lam? we better hope so, because no one else is doing it.
Tuesday, March 14, 2023
Monday, March 13, 2023
Sunday, March 12, 2023
猫 シ Corp. SELECTED WORKS (2022)
Fiskadoro by Denis JohnsonMy rating: 4 of 5 stars
a tremendous short story of a refugee from the fall of Saigon hidden in a tone poem about communities surviving fallout decades later in the Keys, waiting for the Cubans or God
Wednesday, March 08, 2023
Tuesday, March 07, 2023
Nmesh and t e l e p a t h PATH TO LOST EDEN (2015)
A Connecticut Yankee in King Arthur's Court by Mark TwainMy rating: 3 of 5 stars
Twain is funny as all hell, but boy does it take a long walk to get to some of the jokes here.
Monday, March 06, 2023
Steve Roach TOMORROW (2020)
Last Evenings on Earth by Roberto BolañoMy rating: 5 of 5 stars
great collection of short stories. I most highly recommend the title piece and "Mauricio "The Eye" Silva" if you want to give it a try.
Monday, February 27, 2023
Steve Roach REST OF LIFE (2023)
snow in the seaside foothills, calm on the land. based on many conversations with co-workers and friendlies of all stripes, honestly think defunding the C I A is an easier sell to the general public than the local police, and would do demonstrably more good on the worldwide scale. good starting point, if you're getting static, at least. just my dumbass two cents, per usual
Sunday, February 26, 2023
Imaginary Softwoods THE NOTIONAL PASTURES OF IMAGINARY SOFTWOODS (2023)
writing the pope to submit Thomas Sankara for sainthood
Boston Mob: The Rise and Fall of the New England Mob and Its Most Notorious Killer by Marc SonginiMy rating: 3 of 5 stars
some really great anecdotes, but needs an organizational re-write. very curious how little Whitey Bulger figures in.
Ernest Hood THE NEIGHBORHOOD (1975)
a weird OR original
The Medieval World by Dorsey ArmstrongMy rating: 5 of 5 stars
regretting not majoring in medieval studies like my frenemy did. dude gets to check out every castle he wants and call it field research. respect the hustle!
Saturday, February 25, 2023
Ernest Hood BACK TO THE WOODLANDS (1982)
Oregon is filthy with Tom Bombadils I'll tell ya what
King Arthur: History and Legend by Dorsey ArmstrongMy rating: 5 of 5 stars
rex quondam, rexque futurus
Friday, February 24, 2023
Parannoul AFTER THE MAGIC (2023)
now this is some K-Pop I can get behind
The Spirit of Science Fiction by Roberto BolañoMy rating: 5 of 5 stars
wonderful, consider it a subplot to The Savage Detectives, lesser visceral realists fleshing out a Mexico City that sounds like the only place worth living, the true NYNY of the Americas
Thursday, February 23, 2023
The Men NEW YORK CITY (2023)
we need renters' unions so goddamn bad
Self Help by Ben H. WintersMy rating: 3 of 5 stars
AI life coaches prolly will be leading to some murders iwbh
Wednesday, February 22, 2023
Yo La Tengo THIS STUPID WORLD (2023)
wish me luck I wish you luck
Blood on the Moon by James EllroyMy rating: 3 of 5 stars
well he sure came out swinging
Tuesday, February 21, 2023
Black Belt Eagle Scout THE LAND, THE WATER, THE SKY (2023)
damn proud of this Portlander
The Skating Rink by Roberto BolañoMy rating: 5 of 5 stars
maybe the easiest entry point for someone to get into RB, has overlap most closely with The Third Reich in the Bolañoverse
Monday, February 20, 2023
Caroline Polacheck DESIRE, I WANT TO TURN INTO YOU (2023)
detective work against empire, for clients unpaying and uncaring, evidence moldering.
there is great chaos under heaven, hence the situation is excellent!
Investigation Hollywood by Fred OtashMy rating: 4 of 5 stars
good stuff, but I hope he has the real dirt memoirs stashed away, ready to release on some great Reveal Day in the future
Tuesday, February 07, 2023
Garcia Peoples NIGHTCAP AT WIT'S END (2020)
we have a view of the bay, down the hill, through 2 neighbors' windows, so you know i'm staying current on surf conditions. looking choppy today!
Monday, February 06, 2023
Friday, January 27, 2023
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Monday, January 16, 2023
Tomu DJ IF YOU'RE SO COOL HOW COME NO ONE LIKES YOU? (2023)
getting tricked into going to junior prom really sums a lotta shit up about me



















